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I'm a little bit of...

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 5, 2014, 1:53 AM

Today I woke up at 9 a.m.

I heard some eggs sizzling in a pan, some songs on the radio which I've heard so many times in my life, that they don't even cause any feelings anymore. They're just a part of everyday life, that I'd forgot about for a while. But today, I've heard a real Sunday.

I haven't slept so long for a month. My first month of the second year of high school. I've had no Sundays, no Saturdays. Everything's the same. Work.

I've been always aware of my crazy ambitions.. but I'm tired. I think of you all very often. When I first thought of writing anything here, I told myself "Nooo, you have no time for this!". But then, I realized, that it's bullshit. I have time for everything I want. I just need to relax a little bit.

:music: I have often told you stories
About the way
I lived the life of a drifter
Waiting for the day
When I'd take your hand
And sing you songs
Then maybe you would say
Come, lay with me, love me
And I would surely stay..

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I'm doing well and I miss you all. I don't know when I get to finish my next real journal, but I know it will happen finally. And I'll be back to posting Art.

I wish YOU all the best. Work hard, but not too hard. Sleep well, eat well and take care of yourself. No one else will. :heart:

:music: But I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune...

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Deep Purple - The Soldier Of Fortune
  • Reading: "Dziady" cz. III
  • Drinking: water


Journal Entry: Wed Jul 9, 2014, 1:31 AM

I'll be back on here soon, my loveliest ones. :heart:

I'm happy.

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  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Jefferson Airplane - Today
  • Reading: Haruki Murakami
  • Drinking: water


Zuzanna Étoile

:music: The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder…

I love hugging and I think too much. I'm overly ambitious.
I go crazy without my camera. I can’t sleep without my pen.
I’m lost without my music.
Once you’ve fallen for me, there’s no return.

Zel is one of my names.

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Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,

At least fifteen people in this world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you

There are at least two people in this world that would die for you

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever,something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.

Always remember the compliments you've received.

Forget the rude remarks.

So if you are a loving friend, send this to everyone on your list including the person that sent it to you.

Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.

Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning and four o'clock pm tomorrow, it could be anywere . Get ready for the biggest shock in your life

Do not break this chain. Send this to fifteen people in fifteen minutes !!

Make Someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out! <3 remember that your loved
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