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I'm a little bit of...

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 5, 2014, 1:53 AM

Today I woke up at 9 a.m.

I heard some eggs sizzling in a pan, some songs on the radio which I've heard so many times in my life, that they don't even cause any feelings anymore. They're just a part of everyday life, that I'd forgot about for a while. But today, I've heard a real Sunday.

I haven't slept so long for a month. My first month of the second year of high school. I've had no Sundays, no Saturdays. Everything's the same. Work.

I've been always aware of my crazy ambitions.. but I'm tired. I think of you all very often. When I first thought of writing anything here, I told myself "Nooo, you have no time for this!". But then, I realized, that it's bullshit. I have time for everything I want. I just need to relax a little bit.

:music: I have often told you stories
About the way
I lived the life of a drifter
Waiting for the day
When I'd take your hand
And sing you songs
Then maybe you would say
Come, lay with me, love me
And I would surely stay..

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I'm doing well and I miss you all. I don't know when I get to finish my next real journal, but I know it will happen finally. And I'll be back to posting Art.

I wish YOU all the best. Work hard, but not too hard. Sleep well, eat well and take care of yourself. No one else will. :heart:

:music: But I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill goin' 'round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune...

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Deep Purple - The Soldier Of Fortune
  • Reading: "Dziady" cz. III
  • Drinking: water


Journal Entry: Wed Jul 9, 2014, 1:31 AM

I'll be back on here soon, my loveliest ones. :heart:

I'm happy.

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  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Jefferson Airplane - Today
  • Reading: Haruki Murakami
  • Drinking: water


Zuzanna Étoile

:music: The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder…

I love hugging and I think too much. I'm overly ambitious.
I go crazy without my camera. I can’t sleep without my pen.
I’m lost without my music.
Once you’ve fallen for me, there’s no return.

Zel is one of my names.

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jerychonka Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Hobbyist
Dziękuję za ulubione! :) :rose: :sun: :hug:

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X12-1992 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday and Holidays
LUCILALEYLA Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday dear friend :iconcakeplz: :iconwineplz::icongiftplz: :iconbouquetplz: :hug: :party:
Dirt-27 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday :party: :cake: ...and a Merry Christmas!! :santa: :heart:

You are such an amazing friend and person!! Hope you're doing well : )
Daneas Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday :)
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